Showing posts with label Yoga. Show all posts
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Friday, September 5, 2014

A Great Bit of Thelemic Information Simplified

ABRAHADABRA: Understanding Aleister Crowley's Thelemic Magick
By Rodney Orpheus
Weiser Books





One evening, a month or so ago, I was scouring Amazon for something to spend a $15 credit I had been sitting on when I stumbled across this little gem written by the main dude behind the band, The Cassandra Complex. Let's face it, understanding that which has been written by and through Crowley isn't always as simple as comprehending the words on the pages. Often times I find that a foundational piece of knowledge can be misconstrued to mean something else entirely which unfortunately can bleed throughout intersecting waves. Rodney Orpheus decided to breakdown these fundamental building blocks of the Thelema structure and expound upon them in an easy to digest manner without losing the initial integrity behind that craft. I'm not going to deny that I was full of apprehension prior to sitting down with this book, but what followed turned out to be one of the great stepping stones in my growth as an Occultist.

One thing that I find to be extremely bothersome about current Occult books and esoteric authors of this time period as a whole, is there the obvious over population of creative writing class drop outs. You know the type, they spend page after page, chapter after chapter, spewing nonsense in the form over overtly articulated run on sentences. I am not trying to step on any toes, so I will refrain from dropping any names of those authors that pop into my mind right off the bat, but within the black sea of reiterations and jumbled thoughts, devoid of any relative human attributes, lives the likes of those truly gifted magicians that have been blessed with am ability to digest the Great Work of others and utilize it for the greater good. The first thing that I recognized about Mr. Orpheus and his approach to writing that was his amazing gift of being able to teach and assume the roll of teacher while remaining peer-like and warm to the touch. We, as individuals in the continual search for expansion, have a poor habit of keeping our findings shrouded in secret and mystery, hidden from the assumed peering eyes of the "others" and drenched in utter thespian gibberish. Many pieces of brilliantly conceptualized and authored pathways to outstanding rites and magick ritual works throughout the ages have found themselves to be so bastardized and worthlessly mixed into nothingness by the modern day, pseudo intellectual, single subject persevering, basement dwelling Occultists, that even hearing about, much less coming across something as magnificent as Abrahadabra is much like a dream.

Anyway, as much as I'd like to spend a couple thousand words praising this wonderful work by Orpheus, it is not really his processes that are highlighted within the chapters of this book. I will take a moment though to applaud the author's methodical approach to the book, rotating between the yoga, magick/ritual and cosmology behind each basic pillar of the Thelemite path, all points of interest and validity at hand are thoroughly broken down to their most basic form before moving onto the next stage. By taking each step and analyzing the integral framework, the aspiring magician is able to build a closer relationship to the methodology being presented, in this case. A real teacher of man will take nothing for granite and never base the lessons upon the assumed perceptions of the student, but rather set the stage systematically so that each interlocking piece of the greater whole fits together properly.

The book begins by Orpheus going into the first stages of understanding the True Will of Self through a basic teaching of the importance of studying and finding our relation to the asanas and follows in line with the stages of meditative yoga teachings that Crowley described in the first two parts of Liber ABA, . We are employed to put ourselves through a series of tests and exercises, at first focusing on just being aware of the mind and body, moving into the stillness of body, to the resonance and value of breath to the discipline of controlling thought and the lack of and so on and so forth, eventually in the realization of pure meditation. Whereas a good majority of the book is a very much welcomed refresher course, the unpretentious nature of the explanations and the overall embodiment of a real day to day magician, sharing in his findings and more or less walking the reader right up to Nuit's front door is something to be praised.


I remember being taught, and much later on, understanding the basic movements and reasoning behind said movements of the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram many, many years ago. I must've performed someone elses' interpretation on this fundamental rite a few dozen times before I got fed up and had to abandon repetition for individual courses of study involving each step and the rationalizations behind performing the series of actions. Point being, what might be second nature for one student might very well be in complete Chinese to another. In using the LBRP as my example, Orpheus shares his version, known simply as the Nu-Sphere, to systematically evaluate the notions that we weren't all born into a reincarnation of the Beast666 worth of magical background, and thus shows the Who, What, When, Where and Why behind the basic rituals in Thelema, temple set up, the acquiring and consecration of altar weapons, the Qabalahistic Tree of Life, magick exemplified in tarot etc.

As I previously mentioned, the book is broken into sections contained within 3 chapters per section and it is constantly mentioned that the mastery of each step is necessary before moving forward to the next step. I found this to be a point that could be driven home a million more times and still be over looked by the aspiring Thelemite and/or magician. Our drive to grow as fast as possible and cut as many corners as we can to get ourselves to that end result as quickly and effortlessly in one piece is always littered with mistakes and oversights. For many of us though, it was the inception of the decision to study abroad in our minds that lead us to the blind implementation of ritual structures and definitions based on the practices of others, in different points in their lives, with different relations and upbringings that shadow the symbolization and personal tools of reflected sheds of light. In an attempt to bring that full circle, Abrahadabra enables one to find meaning behind everything, to create and build, to study, implement and manipulate, to utilize for our own Will and to tap directly into the forces and energies and gods and goddesses that we are all apart of and are all apart of us.

All in all I found the fundamental maps and path work laid out within the pages of this book to be of paramount importance and worthy of a read for not only those aspiring Thelemites, but for all of those modern day Occultists that are looking to expand their horizons with a fresh look at one of, if not the most intensely up to date theories and methodologies of LHP magick. As we look back at the famous Occultists of the past generation and then fantasize upon what future generations will be be honoring as the great practitioners of the Left Hand Path and magick as a whole, I am certain that many a hats will be tipped to this very Rodney Orpheus and his contribution to the Occult libraries.

Monday, August 25, 2014

Mission Statement of Intent

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It is with great pleasure, and even greater anticipation, that I begin this new chapter of life, as a practitioner and follower of the Left Hand Path. In an attempt to document the progress and development of my craft, I have decided to prepare my findings for the public to share in. Be it through the reviewing and practical applications of books that I have currently found to be noteworthy (or possibly in some cases, less than note worthy), the charting of growth and deliberate utilization of magick and ritual and it's reactionary courses of action, various antidotes of thought, realization, enlightenment, understanding and knowledge, or simply just in the recording and recognition of the True Will.

Considering this marks my first entry in the previously declared ongoing written documentary of my magickal existence, I thought it would be in good taste to shine some light on some of the individuals and their various groups and orders that have given me much inspiration over the past 3 decades. As for many of us, my interest in the occult began at a very young age; I was into skateboarding and punk music, rebellion and doing things my own way. Be through the album covers of Iron Maiden and Black Sabbath or the pentagrams and upside down crosses spray painted in the sewage drains and ditches we skated, I was completely enthralled by this adversarial figure that was being represented. My life took its first major step towards the countless blessings hidden within the LHP once I stumbled up the Satanic Bible by Anton LaVey. Everything I had come to understand about life and it was meant to lived start to fly out the window, as new thoughts and ideas began to permeate my adolescent mind.


My studying throughout the next decade of my life was always done in secret. Out of fear of reprisal, I would keep everything I was learning and reading about to myself. I mainly stuck to flipping through the pictures of devils and demons and reading old tales of hell and brimstone in the books inside the locked case in the local library. I would read and memorize lyrics from songs that I felt had deep spiritual attachment. Even though I was almost 30 years of age before I consciously performed my first concentrated act of conscious and deliberate ceremonial ritual magick, I could still feel the waves throughout my body and soul during these early days. I would keep notebooks full of prayers, dedications and promised acts of blasphemy and violence towards the Christian church that I would pen. I look back at these days romantically, it was a time of innocence and chaos, lustful feelings and misdirected energies, it was a time of great change and growth within a world I had not even really dipped my toes into, as of yet.

My twenty's were a wild time, no need to sugar coat it to be anything less than that. I had gone my own way by age 14 and tested the laws of the land years before my peers were messing with shit. So by the time I was hitting the legal age to drink alcohol, I was already deep down the rabbit hole of drugs and booze. Whether or not the debauchery that resulted was from my "I don't give a fuck" attitude or my propensity to be far more intoxicated than the rest, but still keeping my composure together, I found being in my own, self medicated world was ideal to my vision of this plane being nothing more than something to escape from. I wont deny that living the sex, drugs and rock n roll had its moments of unmeasurable bliss, satisfaction and gratification, an amazing representation of living the Satanic Bible's description of a Will focused life, but at the same time, my lack of foundation lead to many, many bumps in the road. Thus, the drug addiction lead to a mentally agonizing rehabilitation period, in which I was energetically forced to reevaluate my exercise and practice of living life.

Following my two year stint at an intensive drug rehabilitation center, I was blessed by meeting my future wife, who has since brought us two beautiful daughters into our life. Having conquered the spirit of addiction and moved from the solitary life to that of a family unit, I found much comfort in reintroducing myself to the teachings I had grown up implementing through LaVeyan Satanism and punk rock ideals. Having relocated to San Francisco just after rehabilitation, I was enamored by the availability of so many different avenues of Left Hand Path and occult thought that was being taught around every corner, that I spent my first three years of sobriety delving as deep as I could into everything I could get my hands on.

 

My previously mentioned association with the punk rock movement ended up playing itself well during these years as well. Having formed multiple local occult music acts that gained notoriety rather quickly, I was right away tossed into the current of creative energy forces, bring many unique and amazing people through my life. I was extremely fortunate to have crossed as many paths as I did in such a short amount of time. Bumping shoulders, shaking hands with, discussing esoterica and participating in ritual work with some of the most gifted and profoundly knowledgeable occultists and magickians of our time period. Considering the initiatory system of groups such as the OTO and A.'.A.'. that have such beautiful and flourishing chapters in the Bay Area, I had the pleasure of witnessing private Gnostic Masses and Thelemic study sessions behind closed doors, intended for initiates of the order and not the general public. Everything about these days was full of magick and power, so much so that my involvement with ritual work that far surpassed my state of knowledge and understanding, that many of my intentions ended up causing me much damage in my life. Much like the drug addiction of my younger days, I was in over my head once again. With cosmic threats hitting from every direction, I packed my bags and decided to spend my time reinforcing the foundation of my family life, moving us from the city to Monterey County.


After spending the bigger part of the past eight years running around the occult playground that we call the Bay Area of Northern California, I found myself for the first time standing firm upon my own two feet, the countless days of struggle and repercussion were all beginning to make sense and fall into place. It was at this point that I decided to start my study over, from the beginning and bring everything full circle. So, with this said I went back to the first step of most every western occultist these days, rereading and reabsorbing the lessons of freedom and self respect taught through the words of Anton LaVey and his Satanic Bible. It is from this point that I am starting this blog, from step 1.

In an attempt to openly and productively receive on as constant a basis as possible, I am not cutting any corners. In other words, prior to me readopting the teachings of Liber ABA or 777, I am beginning with the likes of Rodney Orpheus, Lon Milo Duquette and James and Nancy Wasserman. In the entries that follow, I will be delving into everything from my progresses in Yoga to my struggles in ritual and everything in between. Even though, this is obviously a very personal en devour, I am very much open to hearing from others, be through simple communications of relation to subjective pieces of constructive criticism to basic questions regarding intent and execution etc etc.

- Frater Narayana

 ABRAHADABRA!

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